Of course everyone knows that I have been reading So, You Want To Be Like Christ?. I am currently reading the chapter about surrender. Today's section was about studying Christ. Chuck Swindoll references Hebrews 12:2, "Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we're in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed--than exhilarating finish in and with God--he could put up with anything along the way: cross, shame, whatever. And how he's there, in the place of honor, right alongside God." We are to be Jesus' apprentices, learning how to listen and follow God. I think of my student teaching experience which was apprentice-like. I had studied for three and half years how to be a teacher, but then I got to try it out myself with people to help me become the best educator possible. We are to be the exact same way with Jesus. He studied God, did what he was supposed to do, and reached the finish line in heaven.
I need to stop just studying the Words of Christ and put them into action. Philippians 2:3-4 crawled all over me this morning; it says, "Don't push your way to the front; don't sweet-talk your way to the top. Put yourself aside, and help others get ahead. Don't be obsessed with getting your own advantage. Forget yourselves long enough to lend a helping hand." Jesus was the most selfless person; he did whatever God asked him to do. Every person has their own agenda, even the most Godly people. My goal for this weekend is to push myself aside, my curious ears and degrading mouth, and lift and encourage people with my words and actions. I am also reminded of the words of Jesus in Luke 9:23, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me." Jesus laid it out in three steps, but the process is so much harder.
We'll see how this goes...hold me accountable if you're reading this and I challenge you to try it too...
Friday, October 9, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Perfect People
We know there's no way that we can be perfect. We've been taught all our lives that the only perfect person is Jesus Christ. So, why do try to act perfect? So many people cover up their insecurities and shortfalls, but we all have them. Our "imperfections" make us different from others.
God has really been working on my heart about this topic and he has sent me several devotions and pieces of scripture that have led me to this post. It all started during mine and Jordan's unemployment. God really comforted us and brought us through that time with confidence, not in ourselves but that our Almighty God would always take care of us.
I have also been reading about how to become more like Christ. Of course I'll never be perfect like Christ, but my readings are teaching me how to have a more Christ-like character. I have recently been reading in So, You Want to be Like Christ?" about uncluttering our minds and slowing our pace. We try to fill our minds and lives with things so we don't have time to think about how we have fallen short. God tells us in Psalm 46 to be still and get to know him. Silence makes people insecure. Chuck Swindoll puts it so well, "Insecure people need to stay busy; they need the constant attention of a fawning multitude. Unless that changes they will forever be shallow, underdeveloped people." I see this so often! Chuck also said that people will see you as confident when you have a peace and contentment within. The only way to have true peace and contentment inside is to spend time with Jesus.
The other thing that God has shown me about these so called "perfect" people is their lack of understanding of the body of Christ. I see this in men, women, and children. People are jealous of a skill or attribute that another believer possess. I know first hand that people don't like me because I can cook/bake and because I'm a leader, but I can't sing or take care of the sick. I see kids get angry at other kids because one can color better than the other. In 1 Corinthians, we are told that every person is given different skills and when we work together we are like a body. Only Jesus could do everything. We have to work with others to accomplish everything that Jesus could.
We cannot be perfect people. We (this includes myself) need to accept our imperfections and be content with ourselves. I am glad that I got to put this out there because I feel like preaching sometimes! It's so hard for me to understand others...especially other ladies!
So in the words of Natalie Grant..."There's no such thing as perfect people, There's no such thing as a perfect life, So come as you are broken and scarred, Lift up your heart and be amazed, And be changed by a perfect God."
God has really been working on my heart about this topic and he has sent me several devotions and pieces of scripture that have led me to this post. It all started during mine and Jordan's unemployment. God really comforted us and brought us through that time with confidence, not in ourselves but that our Almighty God would always take care of us.
I have also been reading about how to become more like Christ. Of course I'll never be perfect like Christ, but my readings are teaching me how to have a more Christ-like character. I have recently been reading in So, You Want to be Like Christ?" about uncluttering our minds and slowing our pace. We try to fill our minds and lives with things so we don't have time to think about how we have fallen short. God tells us in Psalm 46 to be still and get to know him. Silence makes people insecure. Chuck Swindoll puts it so well, "Insecure people need to stay busy; they need the constant attention of a fawning multitude. Unless that changes they will forever be shallow, underdeveloped people." I see this so often! Chuck also said that people will see you as confident when you have a peace and contentment within. The only way to have true peace and contentment inside is to spend time with Jesus.
The other thing that God has shown me about these so called "perfect" people is their lack of understanding of the body of Christ. I see this in men, women, and children. People are jealous of a skill or attribute that another believer possess. I know first hand that people don't like me because I can cook/bake and because I'm a leader, but I can't sing or take care of the sick. I see kids get angry at other kids because one can color better than the other. In 1 Corinthians, we are told that every person is given different skills and when we work together we are like a body. Only Jesus could do everything. We have to work with others to accomplish everything that Jesus could.
We cannot be perfect people. We (this includes myself) need to accept our imperfections and be content with ourselves. I am glad that I got to put this out there because I feel like preaching sometimes! It's so hard for me to understand others...especially other ladies!
So in the words of Natalie Grant..."There's no such thing as perfect people, There's no such thing as a perfect life, So come as you are broken and scarred, Lift up your heart and be amazed, And be changed by a perfect God."
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Life Updates
I just feel like I need to blog and document all the great stuff that's been happening in my life.
Business has been picking up at Jordan's work. We are praying that they will have tremendous sales the last few days of September. We feel pretty confident that Jordan's job is secure, but there's always a little bit of us that still worries. This week will be a very interesting one...we could use prayers!
On Wednesday, Jordan had some car problems and our family mechanic, Keith, said that it could cost $150 or more. We were panicking because right now we don't have that kind of money. On Thursday morning I was called to substitute! God always works things out! And God even worked out the bill. A mysterious donor paid $20 and my day of subbing will cover the rest. PTL!
On Thursday, Jordan and I began running. I thought if I was conditioning my heart to be more like Jesus and focusing on the goal of heaven, I should condition my body. It was very refreshing and somewhat spiritual.
I had an interview with the City of Spartanburg on Friday! Yes, you read correctly...I had an interview! It's for a position as the educational coordinator for the Weed and Seed program. It's a great program that weeds bad things out of bad neighborhoods and plants good programs instead. I would be helping 20-25 kids from K5-6th grade with their homework and catch up with their academics. I think the interview went really well. This is just a part-time position, but the director said that it could turn into a full-time position. I hope to hear back from them this week!
Friday night we had to attend a tattoo contest at Harley Davidson of Greenville. Jordan was a judge. It went terribly. A few posts back, I wrote about some friends of Jordan's that I thought were two-faced and using him. I think those friends drew the last straw on Friday night. I pray that my sweet husband will not allow those people to use him any longer and he will cut ties with them.
Today we celebrated my daddy's 60th birthday!! I wanted to do something special for him because he has been somewhat depressed about getting older. Most of the men in his family have not lived this long, so it feels weird to him. I couldn't get a great gift like my love language would usually have me do, so I threw him a party. It didn't turn out like I had originally planned, but it was a nice gathering of friends and family. I'm so glad to have my daddy!!
Life has been full of ups and downs as always, but I feel good about what's coming at me! I'm such a lucky girl to have a thoughtful husband, supportive family, and fun friends!
Business has been picking up at Jordan's work. We are praying that they will have tremendous sales the last few days of September. We feel pretty confident that Jordan's job is secure, but there's always a little bit of us that still worries. This week will be a very interesting one...we could use prayers!
On Wednesday, Jordan had some car problems and our family mechanic, Keith, said that it could cost $150 or more. We were panicking because right now we don't have that kind of money. On Thursday morning I was called to substitute! God always works things out! And God even worked out the bill. A mysterious donor paid $20 and my day of subbing will cover the rest. PTL!
On Thursday, Jordan and I began running. I thought if I was conditioning my heart to be more like Jesus and focusing on the goal of heaven, I should condition my body. It was very refreshing and somewhat spiritual.
I had an interview with the City of Spartanburg on Friday! Yes, you read correctly...I had an interview! It's for a position as the educational coordinator for the Weed and Seed program. It's a great program that weeds bad things out of bad neighborhoods and plants good programs instead. I would be helping 20-25 kids from K5-6th grade with their homework and catch up with their academics. I think the interview went really well. This is just a part-time position, but the director said that it could turn into a full-time position. I hope to hear back from them this week!
Friday night we had to attend a tattoo contest at Harley Davidson of Greenville. Jordan was a judge. It went terribly. A few posts back, I wrote about some friends of Jordan's that I thought were two-faced and using him. I think those friends drew the last straw on Friday night. I pray that my sweet husband will not allow those people to use him any longer and he will cut ties with them.
Today we celebrated my daddy's 60th birthday!! I wanted to do something special for him because he has been somewhat depressed about getting older. Most of the men in his family have not lived this long, so it feels weird to him. I couldn't get a great gift like my love language would usually have me do, so I threw him a party. It didn't turn out like I had originally planned, but it was a nice gathering of friends and family. I'm so glad to have my daddy!!
Life has been full of ups and downs as always, but I feel good about what's coming at me! I'm such a lucky girl to have a thoughtful husband, supportive family, and fun friends!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Autumn is Offically Here!!
Fall is my favorite time of the year! There is something hypnotizing about the crispness in the air (even though we aren't feeling that yet), changing leaves, football games, pumpkin patches, and all the other wonderful things that come with this season. I am praying that God will make just as wonderful changes in me as he does with nature this autumn.
I just started reading, So, You Want to be Like Christ? by Charles Swindoll. I have never read anything by him before, but I love listening to him on His Radio. I am reading about becoming more intimate with God. He wrote about when he was a new Christian and how he was so in love with Jesus. I started to do the same thing. I was only eight years old when Jesus wiped my slate clean. I loved to tell people about Jesus and
I prayed about the craziest things. I remember one time I really wanted it to rain for some reason, so I went to the front door and said, "Dear Jesus, I would really like it to rain." Amazingly, it started to rain shortly afterward. There is something so special about a new Christian. Swindoll references the Ephesians when they first learned of Jesus and how they were so excited. Later in Revelation, Paul writes about how the Ephesians forgot about their first love. I have visited Ephesus; I even stood where Paul preached!!! It was mostly just ruins, but this was a city that was divided by religion. There is a huge temple to Artemis. People would come to worship this shrine. Swi
ndoll describes it as the Las Vegas of Jesus' time. Imagine trying to be a Christian in that sort of environment. Although the Ephesians were excited about Jesus, the pressure from the world caused them to "chill". It's so sad to see this same loss of excitement in most Christians. I am praying that this fall that God will help me shed all my fears and become like a new Christian.
I have been a Christian for more than 16 years! That's crazy (but wonderful) that Jesus has been in my life that long. I am happy to say that I know our relationship is more intimate today than it was even a year ago. But, I know that it can become even deeper. To become more intimate with God, I will be trying to imitate him.
On a side note, I just finished reading Multiple Bles8ings by Kate Gosselin. If you think that a reality-TV star's memoir can not bless you, think again! It was such a blessing to read about how they struggled, relied on God, and how God provided. Each chapter began with a verse that was uplifting and encouraging. I recommend reading it!
I just started reading, So, You Want to be Like Christ? by Charles Swindoll. I have never read anything by him before, but I love listening to him on His Radio. I am reading about becoming more intimate with God. He wrote about when he was a new Christian and how he was so in love with Jesus. I started to do the same thing. I was only eight years old when Jesus wiped my slate clean. I loved to tell people about Jesus and
I prayed about the craziest things. I remember one time I really wanted it to rain for some reason, so I went to the front door and said, "Dear Jesus, I would really like it to rain." Amazingly, it started to rain shortly afterward. There is something so special about a new Christian. Swindoll references the Ephesians when they first learned of Jesus and how they were so excited. Later in Revelation, Paul writes about how the Ephesians forgot about their first love. I have visited Ephesus; I even stood where Paul preached!!! It was mostly just ruins, but this was a city that was divided by religion. There is a huge temple to Artemis. People would come to worship this shrine. Swi
ndoll describes it as the Las Vegas of Jesus' time. Imagine trying to be a Christian in that sort of environment. Although the Ephesians were excited about Jesus, the pressure from the world caused them to "chill". It's so sad to see this same loss of excitement in most Christians. I am praying that this fall that God will help me shed all my fears and become like a new Christian.I have been a Christian for more than 16 years! That's crazy (but wonderful) that Jesus has been in my life that long. I am happy to say that I know our relationship is more intimate today than it was even a year ago. But, I know that it can become even deeper. To become more intimate with God, I will be trying to imitate him.
On a side note, I just finished reading Multiple Bles8ings by Kate Gosselin. If you think that a reality-TV star's memoir can not bless you, think again! It was such a blessing to read about how they struggled, relied on God, and how God provided. Each chapter began with a verse that was uplifting and encouraging. I recommend reading it!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
While I'm Waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
"While I'm Waiting" By John Waller
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
"While I'm Waiting" By John Waller
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Purpose in Pain
It seems that most of the Christians that I know are experiencing some sort of trial or test. We have come under attack! I know for Jordan and I the war hasn't let up for almost a year. We have fought some major battles too. I think Peter was so smart when he wrote, "Keep a cool head. Stay alert. The Devil is poised to pounce, and would like nothing better than to catch you napping. Keep your guard up. You're not the only ones plunged into these hard times. It's the same with Christians all over the world. So keep a firm grip on the faith. The suffering won't last forever." 1 Peter 5:8-9 The Devil caught us napping, well actually honeymooning, when we thought nothing in the world could take away our happiness. Since then, there hasn't been a day that we are not ready to take on Satan and his games. Yes, his antics still surprise us, but we're ready to fight.
So, Satan is going to throw stuff our way, but I love to hear 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it." God won't let Satan push me beyond my limit. There are Christians all over the world experiencing tests and temptations. Jesus even faced tests and temptations! Our test has been nothing compared to Jesus' tests leading up to the cruxifiction. He cried out to God begging him not to allow this to happen, he was arrested and mocked by a mob (about 2000 according to the Greek word speira), and ALL of his followers fled and/or denied him. So, Jesus was being taken away by a bunch of angry people who wanted him dead and he was all alone, except for God. HELLO! We'll always have our relationship with God and he'll always be there for us! But, Jesus had to go through all these tests just so we could have eternal life.
Now, I ask myself, why is God putting me through this trial? Why is God putting so many of my close, committed-to-Christ friends through tests? Why does our test seem to never end? Because there is some purpose for this pain...there is some good in this "bad". So, I'm begging God to show me what the purpose for this pain is so I will have something to look forward to. I secretly dream that one day we're going to be so filthy rich and never have to worry about a thing, but God wants us to remember our humility and this "low" in our life. We'll see what his purpose is though!
I was reminded also reminded that I don't have to fight Satan by myself. God reminded me of the story of Elisha in 2 Kings 6. Elisha's servant was scared because an angry king had sent an army to destroy them. Verses 15-17 say, "Elisha's servant got up early, and when he went out, he saw an army with horses and chariots all around the city. The servant said to Elisha, 'Oh, my master, what can we do?' Elisha said, 'Don't be afraid. The army that fights for us is larger than the one against us.' Then Elisha prayed, 'Lord, open my servant's eyes, and let him see.' The Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw that the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha." I'm not fighting! God has my back! My human nature tells me that I have to fight for myself, the survival of the fittest, but the fittest is my Savior and Lord who fights for me.
So with all that said, my favorite verse for this week, so far, is Romans 12:12, "Let your HOPE keep you joyful, be PATIENT in your troubles, and PRAY at all times." I'm not going to let Satan steal my hope and joy!
So, Satan is going to throw stuff our way, but I love to hear 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it." God won't let Satan push me beyond my limit. There are Christians all over the world experiencing tests and temptations. Jesus even faced tests and temptations! Our test has been nothing compared to Jesus' tests leading up to the cruxifiction. He cried out to God begging him not to allow this to happen, he was arrested and mocked by a mob (about 2000 according to the Greek word speira), and ALL of his followers fled and/or denied him. So, Jesus was being taken away by a bunch of angry people who wanted him dead and he was all alone, except for God. HELLO! We'll always have our relationship with God and he'll always be there for us! But, Jesus had to go through all these tests just so we could have eternal life.
Now, I ask myself, why is God putting me through this trial? Why is God putting so many of my close, committed-to-Christ friends through tests? Why does our test seem to never end? Because there is some purpose for this pain...there is some good in this "bad". So, I'm begging God to show me what the purpose for this pain is so I will have something to look forward to. I secretly dream that one day we're going to be so filthy rich and never have to worry about a thing, but God wants us to remember our humility and this "low" in our life. We'll see what his purpose is though!
I was reminded also reminded that I don't have to fight Satan by myself. God reminded me of the story of Elisha in 2 Kings 6. Elisha's servant was scared because an angry king had sent an army to destroy them. Verses 15-17 say, "Elisha's servant got up early, and when he went out, he saw an army with horses and chariots all around the city. The servant said to Elisha, 'Oh, my master, what can we do?' Elisha said, 'Don't be afraid. The army that fights for us is larger than the one against us.' Then Elisha prayed, 'Lord, open my servant's eyes, and let him see.' The Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw that the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha." I'm not fighting! God has my back! My human nature tells me that I have to fight for myself, the survival of the fittest, but the fittest is my Savior and Lord who fights for me.
So with all that said, my favorite verse for this week, so far, is Romans 12:12, "Let your HOPE keep you joyful, be PATIENT in your troubles, and PRAY at all times." I'm not going to let Satan steal my hope and joy!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Worry Warts
Worry Warts are what I like to call zits or pimples because I only get them when I worry. I am starting to get one on my lip. I am trying not to worry! I try not to think about Jordan's job situation, my lack of employment, our bank account balance and just trust in my Lord and Savior to provide what we need. I know he will provide! He provided the entire nine months that Jordan was out of work.
I have been asking God for a job. I have applied for several part-time positions that I am qualified for and sometimes over qualified, but I have not heard back from one of them! Jordan told me I needed a hobby, but my hobby, shopping, requires money. So, I decided to look into volunteer work. I am signed up to answer phones at His Radio's Share-A-Thon and I am driving once a month for the Greer Christian Learning Center. I was also asked to mentor one of my former youth group members *the biggest honor in the world* as she begins a youth ministry at her church! I see that God is using my abilities to do his work. This has been a very humbling experience. I came across Psalm 37: 4 one day. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart." I am doing work for the Lord and I am still praying that he will fill my desire for a job.
After meditating on that verse for a few days, I decided to read the entire Psalm written by David. I did this before my prayer time today and I found verse 5, "Open up before God, keep nothing back; he'll do whatever needs to be done." I had the best time praying. I opened everything up to God and left nothing hidden; I am trusting that he'll take care of it all. Verse 5 is also very comforting because of the things that I have been praying for...He's got it taken care of. If Jesus was really a homeboy like the t-shirt used to say, I could imagine him saying, "Kelly, I got dis!"
As I continued reading Psalm 37, a few other verses stood out to me. The Psalm was talking about evil people that try to get in the way of God's people. Verses 18 and 19 say, "God keeps track of the decent folk; what they do won't soon be forgotten. In hard time, they'll hold their heads high; when the shelves are bare, they'll be full." This verse spoke to me more than I can write about. I should not be ashamed that I am unemployed or don't have a lot of money. I will hold my head high. God is going to provide for me!
The last comforting verses I found in Psalm 37 were 25-26, "I once was young, now I'm a graybeard--not once have I seen an abandoned believer, or his kids out roaming the streets. Every day he's giving and lending, his children making him proud." My prayer is that I am making God proud with my life and that he will not abandon me because I give him the glory for everything.
So, hopefully, if I stay in Scripture and continue to find these awesome passages that comfort me, maybe my worry warts will go away. Until then, we'll all have to deal with the bump on my lip!
I have been asking God for a job. I have applied for several part-time positions that I am qualified for and sometimes over qualified, but I have not heard back from one of them! Jordan told me I needed a hobby, but my hobby, shopping, requires money. So, I decided to look into volunteer work. I am signed up to answer phones at His Radio's Share-A-Thon and I am driving once a month for the Greer Christian Learning Center. I was also asked to mentor one of my former youth group members *the biggest honor in the world* as she begins a youth ministry at her church! I see that God is using my abilities to do his work. This has been a very humbling experience. I came across Psalm 37: 4 one day. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart." I am doing work for the Lord and I am still praying that he will fill my desire for a job.
After meditating on that verse for a few days, I decided to read the entire Psalm written by David. I did this before my prayer time today and I found verse 5, "Open up before God, keep nothing back; he'll do whatever needs to be done." I had the best time praying. I opened everything up to God and left nothing hidden; I am trusting that he'll take care of it all. Verse 5 is also very comforting because of the things that I have been praying for...He's got it taken care of. If Jesus was really a homeboy like the t-shirt used to say, I could imagine him saying, "Kelly, I got dis!"
As I continued reading Psalm 37, a few other verses stood out to me. The Psalm was talking about evil people that try to get in the way of God's people. Verses 18 and 19 say, "God keeps track of the decent folk; what they do won't soon be forgotten. In hard time, they'll hold their heads high; when the shelves are bare, they'll be full." This verse spoke to me more than I can write about. I should not be ashamed that I am unemployed or don't have a lot of money. I will hold my head high. God is going to provide for me!
The last comforting verses I found in Psalm 37 were 25-26, "I once was young, now I'm a graybeard--not once have I seen an abandoned believer, or his kids out roaming the streets. Every day he's giving and lending, his children making him proud." My prayer is that I am making God proud with my life and that he will not abandon me because I give him the glory for everything.
So, hopefully, if I stay in Scripture and continue to find these awesome passages that comfort me, maybe my worry warts will go away. Until then, we'll all have to deal with the bump on my lip!
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